“It is both a blessing
And a curse
To feel everything
So very deeply.”
-David Jones, Love and Space Dust-
“Hardships often prepare ordinary people for an extraordinary destiny.”
Once upon a time, a few months ago…. No, wait. That doesn’t feel right. Let’s try again. I’ve always been a bit of a rebel. Sort of. I guess you could call me a…wimpy rebel? A rebel who is also afraid of getting in trouble? Is there a word for that? A…um…you get the point.… Continue reading Peak of Rebellion
The anniversary of my day of birth is almost upon us. That’s right. I’m going to be the not-actually-that-big 23. Prepare yourselves. Normally, I’d be very excited. Most years, I start counting down the days from the moment my half-birthday ends. Not this year. I have no hurrah in me. Life is stressing me out… Continue reading Birthday Wishes
(Third week of May.) I’m in a slump. A rut. The pause button of my life has been pressed. Never before have I understood stood “living for the weekend” better than I do at this point in my life. I’ve been working at my new full-time job for three weeks now, and with every passing… Continue reading Fading Away
(End of April. Let’s keep up the pretense.)
Good news, people of the internet! I got a job!
Wow. I never thought those four words could ever bring me such of a feeling of dreadful joy. I feel like I’m in the Twilight Zone. Shake it off.
Anyways, after four months trapped in the evil process of job-hunting, I finally got myself a real grown up job. You know, after their first pick left for a better option. A real confidence booster, isn’t it? Nothing like knowing you’re the second choice. Really makes you eager to meet everyone.
You’re picking up on the sarcasm, right?
On the upside, I got a new car! You know, I think I’m more excited about that then I am about the new job. I’ll miss Snoopy (he was a part of the family for ten years.) But, I think me and Charlie are gonna get along great.
Wish me good luck!